This girl means the world to me, without her life seems empty, boring and bland. This is the 4th night I’ve spent without her and honestly I cant imagine a worse form of hell. Her smile is beautiful and cheeky and sweet and I would give anything to see it again. For this girl I would sell all my possessions and live with nothing to make her happy even just for a day. She means so much to me and I miss her terribly. I wait with nothing but pure hope that she will be mine again soon and I can tell people she is my girl and I will always care for her and love her as much as she deserves. She is a beautiful girl who deserves nothing less than the world. Any one who thinks otherwise is wrong, they are wrong and there’s no debating that. For well over a year I knew about her and saw her and wanted her just for how stunning she was but I knew I could never have this girl because she wasn’t mine and she didn’t even know my name but is till wanted her. September 2011 I had the luck of meeting her and when I met her in person she was just as beautiful as I always thought she was, and yet more than that. She was charming, funny, friendly and lovable. From the day I met her I knew I would fall in love with that girl, I held out no hope for us though because there was no way she would ever want a boy like me it was inconceivable to me that I would ever have a chance with her and I prepared myself for a life or torment without and knowing I couldn’t have a girl who in all respects was the perfect girl. There is no question in my mind of that, this girl is perfect, but does the world treat her like she deserves, no that is the horrible truth, even me myself which I hate to admit have not treated this girl the way she deserves and for that I hate myself. Because I have not treated her the way she deserves I may lose her and that would end me. I couldn’t be without her now, she is my best friend, the love of my life, and my reason to exist.